[ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

killed everything from termites to ghouls, but ghouls are cowards, scavengers mostly. Whatever we were
after wasn't a scavenger.
I could feel the three of them at my back. Their footsteps seemed louder than mine. I tried to clear my
mind and start the search, but all I could hear was their footsteps. All I could sense was the woman's
fear. They were messing up my concentration.
I stopped. "Dolph, I need more room."
"What does that mean?"
"Hang back a little. You're ruining my concentration."
"We might be too far away to help."
"If the zombie rises out of the ground and leeches on me . . ." I shrugged. "What are you going to do,
shoot it with napalm and crispy-critter me, too?"
"You said fire was the only weapon," he said.
"It is, but if the zombie actually grapples with anyone, tell the exterminators not to fry the victim."
"If the zombie grabs one of us, we can't use the napalm?" he said.
"Bingo."
Page 93
Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html
"You could have said this sooner."
"I just thought of it."
"Great," he said.
I shrugged. "I'll take point. My oversight. Just hang back and let me do my job." I stepped in close to
him to whisper, "And watch the woman. She looks scared enough to start shooting shadows."
"They're exterminators, Anita, not police or vampire slayers."
"For tonight, our lives could depend on them, so keep an eye on her, okay?"
He nodded and glanced back at the two exterminators. The man smiled and nodded. The girl just
stared. I could almost smell her fear.
She was entitled to it. Why did it bother me so much? Because she and I were the only women here,
and we had to be better than the men. Braver, quicker, whatever. It was a rule for playing with the big
boys.
I walked out into the grass alone. I waited until the only thing I could hear was the grass; soft, dry,
whispering. Like it was trying to tell me something in a scratchy, frantic voice. Frantic, fearful. The grass
sounded afraid. That was stupid. Grass didn't feel shit. But I did, and there was sweat on every inch of
my body. Was it here? Was the thing that had reduced a man to so much raw meat, here in the grass,
hiding, waiting?
No. Zombies weren't smart enough for that, but of course, it had been smart enough to hide from the
police. That was smart for a corpse. Too smart. Maybe it wasn't a zombie at all. I had finally found
something that scared me more than vampires. Death didn't bother me much. Strong Christian and all
that. Method of death did. Being eaten alive. One of my top three ways not to go out.
Who would ever have thought I'd be afraid of a zombie, any kind of zombie? Nicely ironic that. I'd laugh
later when my mouth wasn't so damn dry.
There was that quiet waiting that all cemeteries have. As if the dead held their collective breath, waiting,
but for what? The resurrection? Maybe. But I've dealt with the dead too long to believe in just one
answer. The dead are like the living. They do different things.
Most people die and go to heaven or hell, and that's that. But a few, for whatever reason, don't work
that way. Ghosts, restless spirits, violence, evil, or simple confusion; all of these can trap a spirit on earth.
I'm not saying that it traps the soul. I don't believe that, but some memory of the soul, the essence,
lingers.
Was I expecting some specter to rise from the grass and rush screaming towards me? No. I had never
seen a ghost yet that could cause actual physical harm. If it causes physical damage, it isn't a ghost;
demon maybe, or the spirit of some sorcerer, black magic, but ghosts don't hurt.
That was almost a comforting thought.
The ground sloped out from under my feet. I stumbled and caught myself on one of the leaning
headstones. Sunken earth, a grave without a marker. A tingling shock ran up my leg, a whisper of ghostly
Page 94
Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html
electricity. I jerked back and sat down hard on the ground.
"Anita, you all right?" Dolph yelled.
I glanced back at him and found the grass completely hid me from view. "I'm fine," I yelled. I got to my
feet careful to avoid stepping on the old grave. Whatever person lay under the earth, he, or she, was not
a happy camper. It was a hot spot, not a ghost, or even a haunt, but something. It had probably been a
full-blown ghost once, but time had worn it away. Ghosts wear out like old clothes and go on to
wherever old ghosts go.
The sunken grave would fade away, probably in my lifetime. If I could avoid killer zombies for a few
years. And vampires. And gun-toting humans. Oh, hell, the hot spot would probably outlast me.
I looked back to find Dolph and the exterminators maybe twenty yards back. Twenty yards, wasn't that
awfully far? I had told them to hang back, but I hadn't meant for them to leave me hanging in the wind. I
was just never satisfied.
If I called them to come closer, you think they'd get mad? Probably. I started walking again, trying not to
step on any more graves. But it was hard with most of the stones hidden in the long grass. So many
unmarked graves, so much neglect.
I could wander aimlessly all bloody night. Had I really thought that I could just accidentally walk over the
right grave?
Yes. Hope springs eternal, especially when the alternative isn't very human.
Vampires were once ordinary human beings; zombies, too. Most lycanthropes start out human, though
there are a few rare inherited curses. All the monsters start out normal except me. Raising the dead
wasn't a career choice. I didn't sit down in the guidance counselor's office one day and say, "I'd like to
raise the dead for a living." No, it wasn't that neat or clean.
I have always had an affinity for the dead. Always. Not the newly dead. No, I don't mess with souls, but
once the soul departs, I know it. I can feel it. Laugh all you want. It's the truth.
I had a dog when I was little. Just like most kids. And like most kids' dogs, she died. I was thirteen. We
buried Jenny in the backyard. I woke up a week after Jenny died and found her curled up beside me.
Thick black fur coated with grave dirt. Dead brown eyes following my every move, just like when she
was alive.
I thought for one wild moment she was alive. It had been a mistake, but I know dead when I see it. Feel
it. Call it from the grave. I wonder what Dominga Salvador would think about that story. Calling an
animal zombie. How shocking. Raising the dead by accident. How frightening. How sick.
My stepmother, Judith, never quite recovered from the shock. She rarely tells people what I do for a
living. Dad? Well, Dad ignores it, too. I tried ignoring it, but couldn't. I won't go into details, but does the
term "road kill" have any significance for you? It did for Judith. I looked like a nightmare version of the
Pied Piper. [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]